good lord

i have been so wierd lately. moving is strange. i know i'm not going very far, but i've been so anxious these past two weeks. i haven't been able to eat or sleep. i'm so nervous. nervous about being by myself. starting graduate school. having to work like crazy. people must think i'm crazy. i have an apartment now, so i should feel okay. it's in my price range and i think it's perfect. thank god tadd helped me, and uh, put up with me, because i wouldve either ended up without a home or in an apartment that was too extravagant. i'm glad i'm moving two months before school starts, though. it will give me time to settle and have some fun. hopefully starbucks won't schedule me to open at 5am every day.

today i went to lunch with a lady i used to work with at the chamber of commerce. she's an executive assistant, and in her early 50s. i love having older friends. when i spend time with them, it really helps me put my life into perspective. she had such positive words and wisdom to share. i'm glad we have kept in touch.

work is not helping my sanity. i'm glad i called in sick friday, because at 330 today i ran out of work to do and ended up surfing the net for a few hours. i just can't stand wasting time. my boss comes back tomorrow, though, so i'm sure she'll have some inane task for me to complete. is it strange that i'm looking forward to starting back up at starbucks again? i think that is the only job i've ever actually liked.